Sunday, December 16, 2007

Meeting your own self !

I often wonder how rarely do we meet ourselves, I mean as we are ---no facades , no pretences, no put on faces!! And whenever I go wandering and wondering on this path I realize two thing; one, for a long period of time i was not prepared to meet myself------- why?--------perhaps coz I scared of what I will find , worried I may not like me and what if others get to know of me, the real one! two, perhaps the me was lost in what I had become trying to be what others EXPECTED me to be!!

Yes with age experience time watever you call it wen I did run into myself it was a bit strange and the more i got to know me the more I loved and honestly those are the times wen I feel as if I am experiencing that bliss or godlike experience. just wen I am me in word , deed, thought, emotion--------I am doing wat i think,i feel,i want and i yearn!! there is no discrepancy in either , that is the experience I wish to capture again and again and again! The only quest is How??? How to have it more and more!!

2 comments:

Unknown said...

words and comments are inadequate to explian this, just enjoy the bliss.. or shall v try to fathom this a little bit thru direct talk.

Mokshika-the seeker said...

Why not?